See this spin.

This girl whom I fancy, always asks me, ‘Why?’. Several brainstorming moments pass, I was clueless. I assure myself, well, there are several reasons. I feel better with her. Wasn't my best one, yeah, I know, what was I thinking? My friend had better things to say, like, sharing the vibe every time they are near you, the good ones he meant. Bah, humbug. It would feel great to find the person for you, to be with your someone. But the real question is, what if you don't find your someone, and what if you do and you aren't the one for her.
It's not really easy to put in words but there will be two or three instances in your life when you really have that extraordinary feelings for somebody, not easy to express, situations neither you or she will have any idea about (because she won't ever know about it). But one thing is for sure, that phase will also be one you are sure to cherish for a long time, whatsoever be the outcome.
The whole idea of louve goes over my head, people who just met 2 months back, know that they are in love, it could be just infatuation or one of them's crazy fantasy they cant resist. People who have known each other for ages but had no warmth suddenly develop feelings that are inexplicable. Controlling the desire to be with someone is far beyond the limits of a common everyday man but what is necessary, is the answer to ‘ What leads up to that desire?’. Is it looks?? Personality? or is it just being at the right place at the right moment?Sometimes a simple glance or a smile might just be enough.

All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone in the crowd but different from it, like we are taught in all those silly Hindi movies. We watch other people, see them happy and hope we will be like them, happy. We expect fortunate events that would lead up to that. We expect miracles. We search for someone to be comfortable with, someone to talk to, someone to dance with. What we don't realise is that maybe someone is looking for us, to be happy with us, to talk to us, to dance with us. People try to decipher the its real meaning. Some just call it as crush till it's one sided and love only in mutual attraction and both know about it, that's the important part! So when I think what I have, is just a crush which is going to fade away (that's what they say) the thought, does feel empty and believe me when I say that it's not everyday I have this obsession(that's what she calls it) for someone. And if somebody asks me to explain this kind of feeling. The closest I come to putting it in words is when it is at its peak, its like spreading your arms out and far and rotating your whole body round and round till your head feels heavy and when you become still, you fall!
And that falling part, people, is what you actually enjoy. It can change you for good or maybe for worse, but change is inevitable.Your choices go under a drastic turn. Your favourite genre of movies change from thriller, drama to romance..You listen to elvis, beatles instead of metallica, iron maiden(gimme a break ,i am 19,i am supposed to listen to it), you become a monk, you avoid fights and the most important part -you are always short of words! So even when you want to talk to somebody you are actually thinking of something else and the other person thinks you are retarded.While talking to her you either keep babbling and make fool out of yourself or you keep your mouth shut longer than required because you are thinking that you are in those moments of silence in which you hear more than you talk,but that's not what is happening! What I mean to say is that you cant go being pessimistic or optimistic..what you got to think is that the other person is like you, someone with a functional brain(so don't be too much hopeful) and a human heart (so don't lose your hopes just now). And you cant forget patience is name of the game, if you can wait, it's good for you too..that way you can be sure. Love at first sight doesn't exist..its a Myth! But if and when you are sure of somebody, do whatever in your strength and maybe more to make that person feel special. And there will be the usual crap you will get from your friends to make things go faster or slower, wateva or even to give less importance to her just prove to your existence ..that might even work but believe me that way ,the only person you are not honest to ,is yourself.There is nothing more relevant that liking somebody ,so if you are really in for the real thing,just go for it,you might fail but there are chances that you may wind up in something great. So take your chance, believe me even HITLER had someone who loved him, and boy, she was hot.